The Street

I could feel my heart throbbing out of my chest. The past few days, I wasnt that scared or nervous -- maybe because Im working, so my mind was not constantly thinking about results. But I started feeling really scared, 10/3. I thought I was managing myself well, until I got what I would call spasms haha suddenly the thought of tomorrow is nerve wrecking.

My mom was still not home and it was 10:30pm. I felt like going insane, I felt so nervous. So when my mom returned home, I asked if we could go out driving, to calm myself down. She offered to go get ice cream. Yippee (: I thought we were going to get like traffic light ice cream at Mydin or grab sundaes at BurgerKing drive in. So my mom asked "What ice cream you want?" and I said "Suprise me, ma."

It was nice cruising in the car at night. I switched on my lovely Red.Fm and listened to the music. As nice as the music was, I was still very much worried and very much uneased.

Then my mom started driving really far, until we reached Damansara. Pretty far for ice cream eh? She stopped to park at the curve. It was already 11:30pm. The shops were closing. We passed by everyshop and asked "U still open?" eventhough we knew they were closing just to bug them out :D

So me and my mom walked at The Street, underneath the light, arms around each other's shoulder, just walking a mother daughter walk with her oh so FIT flops and with my tudung slipping off due to no serkup O.O But it was such a nice walk.

We went to McDonalds to have ice cream and that is when I realized that for that 10 minute walk on The Street, results was not on my mind. I was calm and happy just being there with my mom, without any worries -- really ! And that was what I needed the most. So me n mom joyfully ate.

And up till now, 2:19 am, I am calm and ready. Just because I took the time to walk with my mom, and that I shall always remember.


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